I am very false, 3 hours ago

　　 Whatever, I must continue to live,

　　 Summer must finish, tomorrow morning 9:00 must go to north the bridge to hold a meeting, started to bustle about, the sudden feeling also had many matters not to go to do, has left uncultivated,

　　 Then, must start to rush about, with before is different, even more occupies the indefinite institute, conceivable, travels on official business time, no matter tired, can a person tow the suitcase, raises the begin handbag and so on thing, pushes stubbornly with the colleagues the public transportation, I think that my I, may be strong, no longer waited, no longer hopes, a person, road place walks. . .

　　 Once I think that some human and I travel together, actually does not have, or is the halfway is missing, was I have become lost, he has become lost, was our road forks are too many, we did not go the same way from the beginning, was who goes astray a son?! Good 啰 suo, was nobody travels together with me in any case, I think that I have not regretted, no matter the result how, I have tried hard, I have paid, in many person\’s eyes I was the looking down on the world girl, the treatment sentiment was very once indifferent, lives very! Now, these things already will not be washed out to disappear, some people will not say my individuality again, another kind,

　　 Still remembered, when big military training, some military officer said that I am “thorn head”, at that time I, will not come back, that kind of brave, that kind of straightforwardness, that kind of rampancy, that kind of fervor, this bit by bit is obliterated, in that time story looks like likely a fable the present, in fable MT perhaps is also living, but that small four have died! Present\’s I no longer am small four, but small four are still I!

　　 Once some people said that cannot understand thing which I write, sometimes actually, I did not know one are writing anything, actually I am what person, I want should be very false, otherwise not strong outside weak innermost feelings!